Dear Aries,
The moment I said I would wait for you, I meant it. I can't say I'm not scared because I really do fear what might happen. You will leave and maybe forget me, but I will never forget you. All those moments we had together, they have really made me happy. That night you said you were very happy, I became happy. I dedicate this diary to you; my first love. And until your return, I shall wait patiently.
Sincerely
Your Libra.
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07/10/2011- Day you left.
08/08/2011- First letter I received from you.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
But I’m hiding from you…
That’s if you even remember me.
My teddy bear told me that if I close my eyes and think about you, I’ll be able to sleep happily…
And I wait for you silently…
I guess you never understood how much I really love you…
Why did you let my dreams become true… When in the end it would have been only a dream… ?
Life is not going the way I wanted… Its actually very depressing. :/
I’m trying hard not to fall apart.
I can’t stop searching for you wondering if I’ll ever have a space in your heart.
But those moments in which you kissed me feel like a dream.
Where have you gone, where did you take the colors of life?
:(
There’s always a moment when I stop to think about you… I can’t forget you… And I don’t want to. But will you forget me Aries? Did you forget me already?
Never mind, I’ll find someone like you…
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
I tried changing this lonesome feeling with everything I could. But when I have a moment to think… I can’t stop but feel lonely. Everything I’m doing and everyone that’s surrounding me sounds so fake.
I can’t say I don’t miss you… I do.
I love you.
Torn, teary, thoughtful and most of all angry of your actions. I promised to wait for you… here I am waiting for you. You promised that when the moment came that you wanted to be with someone else you would tell me. I asked you, I pleaded for you to tell me.
I woke up with the most horrible news ever. Not that you were taken, but that you didn’t inform me. Why did I have to learn of this through someone else?
I can’t express how much I wish I didn’t love you. But why is it that your happiness keeps me calm? I don’t know, I don’t want to know. I just want to not cry again like I did ridiculously in front of my crew members.
I’m not sad that you are taken, I’m sad that you didn’t take the time to tell me not to wait for you…
Your actions broke my heart more than anyone ever has.
I thought I saw you today on my way to school…
I must be going crazy.
From the bottom of my heart…. I wish you happiness with your new/old relationship.
Why couldn’t you have been the first one to tell me that you figured you still liked your ex? It would have hurt less.
I understand yet I don’t…. Its fine I guess but I won’t be the first one to make a move…
I already was…
